Tuesday, October 12, 2010


I saw here picture today... first time after almost 17 and 1/2 years. I was speechless for few minutes. I thought I will never see her or her picture in life again but there it goes. She looks almost same, more weight (just like me), same smile, same hair style and same dress sense.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

feeling the heat....

As I grew, I started to liked her more and more. I would find every excuse to see her, whether by going to school early or wait on my porch for her to go shopping or go to her friend's house. Every sound of her house's metal door will pull me on my porch. My mom and sisters started to watch me since this was unusual, but it did not bothered me.

I kept eye on her pretty much whole time, where is she going, what is she doing, what is she wearing, what is she reading, what is she eating, who is she talking to. And now, my few friends also started noticing. They were our - my and Remee's common friend and his sister. Finally they asked me whether I am interested and would like them to help me. I was shy and I said, "No, I am not interested." But they did figured out.

They started calling her to their house whenever I was there, which actually increase my attraction. Summer of 1987 was probably the turning point. It was our summer vacation before 10th grade. We spent pretty much entire summer. We played Cricket together, cards, hang out at parks, inside the house in the scorch hot afternoon, drank lemon soda, eat Samosa. And.... then summer was over. We went back to school. This was the most important year for me in the school. I wanted to good in the school so I can stay at the same school for 11th and 12th science.

But it was not easy. All the fun in the summer had doubled my attraction. Top of that, now we are going to same tuition class everyday in the morning at 6 and I am sitting right behind her in the class. By this time, pretty much all my friends knew what's going on. I kept denying but it did not help. I was not able concentrate on my study at all. I would stay awake till midnight but my mind was in Remee.

And now, we had trimester exams. I failed in 1 subject.

This was devastating.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Happy Birthday !!!!!

A very very Happy Returns of the day Remee .... Happy Birthday....

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Happy Diwali

Remee, I wish you a very happy Diwali.

Thursday, September 3, 2009


We have known each other for long time, precisely, since we were kids. We lived in same neighbourhood, community about 1000 ft away divided by a two lane road. One side of the road, houses were from middle class and other side of the road where she used to leave were from upper middle class --- sort of.

She was a grand daughter of well known doctor and I was --- well let's just say we were hardly able to keep up with daily needs.

I never thought about talking to her let alone romancing with her.

We used to play cricket together. I remember one afternoon, there was a cricket match between kids from my side of the house and her side of house and they needed one player. She agreed to play the match along with her brother and cousin. She was lefty. We play right infront of my house. My team won the match and one dollar !!!
I believe I was 10 year old and that was the first time I was sort of attracted to her. I don't think I knew anything about love, relationship etc etc etc at that time. It was just a childhood attraction.

Since then whenever she would pass by my house to go to her best friend, I would peep her going.
This continued till I was in 8th grade - 12-13 year old. I guess by that time, I come to know littel bit about love, girls but did not have courage to talk to her. I mean I used to go to her house with other kids to play with her brother and cousin, but some how did not talk to her. Other friends would talk to her but not me. And for some strange reason, she also did not initiated anything even though we will play together.

Friday, August 28, 2009


Remee - The most beautiful name I have heard other than ofcourse my wife and kids. :)

She was one of most beutiful girls I have seen.

A round face, wide eyes , symatrical nose, fair skin, taller than normal girls and ofcourse the most attractive body. Almost everyone was after her.

Thursday, August 27, 2009


It's been almost 16 years since I have seen her. I would like to forget her and I have but somehow her memories comes back or reminded by friends.
Yesterday night I woke up early in the morning with her in my dream. And so finally I have decided to start writing about our relationship - 16 years ago. I would start writing from the time we met to last time we met and last time I talk to her.

This is story about me and my first love - Remee (or Remi, Rami, Remy).